i wept inside. broke down and fried
desprately trying to find the time
today is the day you stepped into life
Happy birthday to you
there is nothing i can do
to show you my brother
how much we miss you
it hasn't been the same
most parties are lame
i don't fit in but i can't complain
almost a year ago
headding down that road
i saw you again, that's all i know
it's funny how life comes full circle
now we wear the color purple
each and every year
i will write to you my brother dear
all the things that are nice to hear
about how we wish you were here

its falling, it's failing
and durastically drowning.
while we all looked down
we missed the crowning
the king of theives
is now king of the world
bend at your knees
offer up your girl
he does as he desires
and takes what he likes
starts random fires
and steals childrens bikes
starts a bloody barrage
baised purely on lies
Tells us their garbage
then it's easy to take a life
no matter what
it's comming now 
i will stop this
no matter how

i am a romeo with no place to go
everytime i try, it breaks down from inside
crumbled,scattered, rubble and clay
is the state of my heart this day
some say i live in decay
live in denial
i live for today
i don't live, i walk the world
in search of my darling girl
my juliet my juliet
how come i haven't found you yet?
where and why do you hide?
are you there? infront of my eyes
hopefully one day in time
your heart will find mine
untill that moment, untill its true
i will always wait for you

Money i've made
Money i've saved
Money i've spent
Money i'm enslaved
Money is green
money is mean
Money makes the world turn
While money makes the world burn
Money is corruption
Money is greed
Give it to the pigs
So they can feed the need
Money is a disease
Money is power
he who has the most
Makes the poor cower
Only when the day comes
try eating your money
It will rip your gums
No more trees
they all are cut,
processed and sold
When will they figure it out?
No man can live off of gold

tears of the feeble, sorrow of the weak
kept in stables, bound by their feet
nothing is given nothing for free
your life is owned belonging to me
I'll be burning up for the rest of this life
while the rest of you sleep inside
Dull in the mind losing your edge
while my tongue is sharpend
you are better off dead
stay under cover under their eyes
one day we rise with the element of suprise
power to the people that fight for whats right
clothed in dark armed to the teeth
it will be buring down for the rest of the night
while the rest of you run in fright
while the rest of you escape by flashlight 
nothing for free nothing you need
not even the air you try to breathe
the slaves are now freed
when your door crashes in dont cry to me

my mind is a mess
my heart is a wreck
no matter how hard i try
i can't seem to forget
i have to tell myself
it will all be alright
whats best for both
is almost in sight
but i'm holding on
with all of my being
i am holding on
someone must of made a pill
to forget every day
could i? should i?
it wont be okay
i feel it deep inside
i yearn for her now and forever
i can't forget dreams of us together
i confess to thee
you and me, really need to save it
make brave the path of the righteous
dont let me forget what this fight is
about

piece by piece by piece
i watch my heart
dying at my feet
i feel as if i am freed
cuffs broken
finally i am released
it dosen't feel the way i thought
reminicing all the hurt we've shared
now i know i've got to hold on
i can't stand still
and watch my life taken for the kill
i'm sorry i'm sorry
but i know its too late to try and save
our dysfunctional date
i can't forget and i won't
the first night i took you home
my love can we please
go outside and watch the trees
they bend and break
i hope i haven't made
the biggest mistake of my life

look at the sapce around you
our world is rotting
dosen't it astound you?
the earth can't take much more
so could you please
stop watching the world burn?
lend a helping hand
it is now your turn
take care of our land , try to learn
a few new ways
to spend our summer days
before the ultimate price is paid
with plastic flowers, leaves and tress
how can our mother begin to breathe?
with asphalt, streets and concrete
how can our earth produce something green?
insteand of Hi-Def and in surround
go outside look arround
and find the joy that can't be bought
its only outside, where its hot
find peace and love with in
before you notice, the future dosen't seem so dim

yeah
you all look the same
and you sound the same
your all searching for fame
but its all in vain
cuz nothing can feed
your insatiable greed
so take a minute and think
chew on the words that sink
you and everyone else
will see my ideas ligitimacy
try it out, let it work
i'm just so damn tired
of playing in the dirt
i wanna find some change
and take the worlds stage
display my peaceful poetic outrage
tell it we're a land of sheep
we all follow his feet
to the exact beat
but this wolf is blowing its cover
the whole world will discover
change is imminent
change is near
change has happened
its written its clear
the old is put away never to fear
never to fear
never to fear

everybody listen up!
OH Lord the king of heaven
watch over me
i met the devil on all hallows eve
ever since then
i've had the blues
deep inside me
trying desprately to set it free
please forgive what i do
and forget what i say
i am not in control
of myself today
Letting the blues carry me away
starting from my finger tips
down to my toes
i feel it taking over me
with a quiver from my lip
a rattle from my hip
now im ready to let it slip free
oh lord let it slip

i hate it i hate
oh i hate it
i hate it i hate it
ohohoh i hate it
yo i really fucking hate it
call me when your upset
and call when your not
call me a bastard
call me cooporate snot
i'm after your wife
i'm after your life
i'm comming after you
with a sharpened knife
you're wallet is in my sights
goodfucking night
i hate it i hate it
oh i hate it
i hate it i hate it
ohohoh i hate it
i'm counting the clock
every tic and tock
then its a race for the door
after 9'o clock i dont work no more

So obscene

Here comes that baby killer
Watch out!
He's a death dealer
a Speically trained
Soul stealer
He's done some dirty deeds
Now the government fills his every need
               It's so obscene
               With him Behind our backs
               How can we say
               That we live free ?
               God bless our country
In a place where sluttier is better
Eventhough shes only 14
She's got skirts above her knees
And she's got each and every disease
Just wants to be pleased
                It's so obscene
                W ith the baby girl on her back
                She's gonna get what's comming
                There's no doubt about that
                If this is how it shall be
                I don't know about you
                I don't have money to live in free 
                God bless our rotting country
                It's so obscene

i feel like im on a ride
that continually turns
a ferris wheel at the carnival
by the end i hope i learn
something real , something concrete
while the steel bars locked in my feet
after it has stopped
my wisdom is being mocked
what i gained is realized in vain
for there is no way i can change your brain
by the end i hope you find truth
something clear and concise
eventhough you won't hear my advice
it is too late to start now
there is no way how
i've taken my final vow
to right the rides wrongs
secretly i knew it all along
it wasn't clear untill i came near
to the end of the ride
another ticket i find
in the back of my seat
it always belonged to me
my ingorance has set me free!

against all medical advice
i choose to live my own damn life
my own way, what can i say?
i constantly go against the grain
my girlfriend says that i'm insane
i reply " its better then being plain"
i won't complain, what you see is what you get
im a volatile reaction that's impossible to forget
cross me and you'll start to regret
with that said, im a pretty easy going guy
sometimes i even break down and cry
"you may never walk again
or even be able to funcation in society"
his prestigeous opinion cost mighty high
look him in the eye " your full of shit
thats a bold faced lie and i'll have none of it"
"i'll get by" just watch me closely
and then you'll see, not enough
money can explain why it's happening this way
ovbiously a great diety
has chosen to save me
he's why i'm ranting and raving
about his amazing grace
i came so close to seeing his face
close but no cigar
i should of been in a faster car
hit the brick just a little bit harder
to see if i made it all the way
and then i wouldn't be here today
i'm against all medical advice
i've said it twice  but for once and all
no matter how fast i fall
he will catch me like a speeding baseball

something wicked this way comes
head for the hills everybody run
without the dark
i'd never know stars
without the  night
we'd never know bright light
without the wicked
good could not exist
when honesty is stripped
we'd all be pissed
take away saddness
we couldn't define glad
without it being taken away
we'd never missed what we had
i will not run
invite the wicked to come
and they will be fought off
one by one
alone i stand heart in hand
to fight against the evil band
take this as a grain of sand
something wicked this way comes
invite it and right it
see how quickly is runs

i feel like such a clown
while we were playing around
i can still hear that aweful  sound
my baby struck me down
maybe i should know not to
play so rough with you
there is nothing i can do
to undo the fatal swipe
i felt as if you've taken my life
ended it messy with a knife
my heart it bleeds
since it was done to me
i will sleep tonight restlessly
in my dreams i can see
the action repeatedly
ouch was all i could say
its not enough to convey
all the rage i kept inside
i would rather find a place to hide
so i can slowly die
and no one can hear my cries